Astaghfirullahalazim...
although it is so hard to do it, but InsyaAllah I can.. I know I can because
Allah SWT will be with me through it.. no matter how we see it, you will always
be that special someone in my life.. there will always be that special place in
my heart for you.. one small corner for you, I am sorry because the other big
portion of it, I had given it to my lifetime partner, Allah SWT :)
Alhamdulillah for all the great feelings that you gave me while we're
together.. Alhamdulillah for all the things I've learnt from you, from this,
from her and from me myself and most of all, from Allah SWT through this
misshape in my life.. everything that happen, it happens for a reason.. and
that reason is nothing else but because of Allah SWT..
Loving you is
great.. missing you is great.. but loving doesn't means owning.. therefore,
letting you go to Allah SWT is magnificent! because only Allah SWT can takes
care of you.. better than anyone else can and in fact better than you yourself
can.. in His hand, you will be happy, healthy and be nothing but great
insyaAllah.. so, why should I be afraid to let you go to Allah SWT? :)
whatever that He fated it to be, Alhamdulillah.. He knows it best... with
me, or with her, it doesn't matter.. because that happiness that you felt in
yourself, it is not because of either one of us, but because of Allah SWT.. all
that I pray for is that you will one day find that happiness that you're
looking for InsyaAllah...
JazakAllah Khair for always being there with me
through my days there awak.. not physically of course.. I don't know how to
explain it but I felt your presence.. JazakAllah Khair ya Allah for always
meeting me with his duplicate every time I visited Raudhah.. he really do
resembles him.. he smiles exactly like you.. Subhan'Allah! all praises are for
you ya Allah.. I don't know what that series of meetings means but InsyaAllah
one day I know I will understand it all.. everything that happens are
fated by You.. You really knows best whats in my heart.. all the things that
lips can't speak of and words can't describe of.. only You knows.. let it be
our very own secret.. JazakAllah Khair ya Allah..
I will be fine.. I know I will.. because I have
everything that I needs in my life.. my most precious treasure in my life, my
one and only : Allah SWT ;)
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