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Set you free to Allah SWT


Astaghfirullahalazim... although it is so hard to do it, but InsyaAllah I can.. I know I can because Allah SWT will be with me through it.. no matter how we see it, you will always be that special someone in my life.. there will always be that special place in my heart for you.. one small corner for you, I am sorry because the other big portion of it, I had given it to my lifetime partner, Allah SWT  :)  Alhamdulillah for all the great feelings that you gave me while we're together.. Alhamdulillah for all the things I've learnt from you, from this, from her and from me myself and most of all, from Allah SWT through this misshape in my life.. everything that happen, it happens for a reason.. and that reason is nothing else but because of Allah SWT.. 


Loving you is great.. missing you is great.. but loving doesn't means owning.. therefore, letting you go to Allah SWT is magnificent! because only Allah SWT can takes care of you.. better than anyone else can and in fact better than you yourself can.. in His hand, you will be happy, healthy and be nothing but great insyaAllah.. so, why should I be afraid to let you go to Allah SWT?  :)  whatever that He fated it to be, Alhamdulillah.. He knows it best... with me, or with her, it doesn't matter.. because that happiness that you felt in yourself, it is not because of either one of us, but because of Allah SWT.. all that I pray for is that you will one day find that happiness that you're looking for InsyaAllah... 


JazakAllah Khair for always being there with me through my days there awak.. not physically of course.. I don't know how to explain it but I felt your presence.. JazakAllah Khair ya Allah for always meeting me with his duplicate every time I visited Raudhah.. he really do resembles him.. he smiles exactly like you.. Subhan'Allah! all praises are for you ya Allah.. I don't know what that series of meetings means but InsyaAllah one day I know I will understand it all.. everything that happens are fated by You.. You really knows best whats in my heart.. all the things that lips can't speak of and words can't describe of.. only You knows.. let it be our very own secret.. JazakAllah Khair ya Allah.. 


I will be fine.. I know I will.. because I have everything that I needs in my life.. my most precious treasure in my life, my one and only : Allah SWT   ;)

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Jumaat, 3 Ogos 2012

Set you free to Allah SWT


Astaghfirullahalazim... although it is so hard to do it, but InsyaAllah I can.. I know I can because Allah SWT will be with me through it.. no matter how we see it, you will always be that special someone in my life.. there will always be that special place in my heart for you.. one small corner for you, I am sorry because the other big portion of it, I had given it to my lifetime partner, Allah SWT  :)  Alhamdulillah for all the great feelings that you gave me while we're together.. Alhamdulillah for all the things I've learnt from you, from this, from her and from me myself and most of all, from Allah SWT through this misshape in my life.. everything that happen, it happens for a reason.. and that reason is nothing else but because of Allah SWT.. 


Loving you is great.. missing you is great.. but loving doesn't means owning.. therefore, letting you go to Allah SWT is magnificent! because only Allah SWT can takes care of you.. better than anyone else can and in fact better than you yourself can.. in His hand, you will be happy, healthy and be nothing but great insyaAllah.. so, why should I be afraid to let you go to Allah SWT?  :)  whatever that He fated it to be, Alhamdulillah.. He knows it best... with me, or with her, it doesn't matter.. because that happiness that you felt in yourself, it is not because of either one of us, but because of Allah SWT.. all that I pray for is that you will one day find that happiness that you're looking for InsyaAllah... 


JazakAllah Khair for always being there with me through my days there awak.. not physically of course.. I don't know how to explain it but I felt your presence.. JazakAllah Khair ya Allah for always meeting me with his duplicate every time I visited Raudhah.. he really do resembles him.. he smiles exactly like you.. Subhan'Allah! all praises are for you ya Allah.. I don't know what that series of meetings means but InsyaAllah one day I know I will understand it all.. everything that happens are fated by You.. You really knows best whats in my heart.. all the things that lips can't speak of and words can't describe of.. only You knows.. let it be our very own secret.. JazakAllah Khair ya Allah.. 


I will be fine.. I know I will.. because I have everything that I needs in my life.. my most precious treasure in my life, my one and only : Allah SWT   ;)

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